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Thursday, February 23, 2017
"Good Morning Jesus"
This morning i spend my time with my brother and sister in Christ, we praying and discussed about the heart of ministry. As a servant of God i was encouraged by my sister in Christ said:
"We should have filled up our heart with God's love and passion to love God."
When i think about that, i was remember with my sister in Christ notes about ministry:
'"Are You In a Job or In a Ministry?�
�A job is at your choice. �A ministry is at Christ’s call.�
In a job you expect to receive. �In a ministry you expect to give.��
In a job you give something to get something. �In a ministry you return something that has already been given to you.��
A job depends on your abilities. �A ministry depends on your availability to God.��
A job done well brings you praise. �A ministry done well brings honor to Christ.
This afternoon its really hard for me. After i pray around our new campus land, i went to visit the new campus land. On my way to the new campus land i felt spiritual warfare, i felt intimidation and pressure. In my heart i said to Jesus:
"Jesus hold my hands, don't let me go alone, please"
I had a good time On the first hour i'm there, i can shared about God to the construction workers. After that i decided to go home, and the temptation happen. I met one of the owners of the land. I say hi to him, asked some question to build the communication with him. Suddenly he pulled my Jacket and tried to punched my face, but i can avoid his punch. In the midst of his complaining, i heard Holy Spirit said to me, in my ears clearly:
"Be calmed, control your self, I AM here."
After that chaos, Holy Spirit lead me to make a good conversations with him.
He used many bad words to complaining, and to attack me, but Holy Spirit lead my tongue to use opposite words against his words. In the first time he tried to punched me and fight with me, but in the end of the chaos, Holy Spirit lead me shake his hands, and hugged him. Holy Spirit really open my eyes, i can recognized the bad spirits whose affecting his thinking, whose controlling his life. Through this incident i see God's protections, and His faithfulness.
on my way home i just pray and worship God.
This evening, i tell to my wife all things that happen in me. She encouraging me with her words, and pray for me, and we prayed together for him and our New Campus project. I was encouraged and touched by her words to me, she said:
" is an honor for us to serving God. Is an honor to experience this situation."
She take and hold my hands. I really strengthened by my wife. I can recognized God in her words, in her touches. I felt that Jesus poured it out HIS love upon me through her. I heard Father God spoke to me: " I love you my son"
I just cried, and cried, i said:
"I love You Father, I love You Jesus, i Love You..."
And Holy Spirit give me this words in my mind:
“Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.”
James 1:2-4 NIV
I said back to Holy Spirit:
"Don't let me go Holy Spirit, please,guiding me always"--crying
Today i continuing to read Genesis 30:
“Jacob became angry with her and said, “Am I in the place of God, who has kept you from having children?””
Genesis 30:2 NIV
Through the story about Jacob and his wives, Father God remind me how blessed i am because of my wife. Not like Jacob, I'm not became angry because my wife. But i became heal by her.
"Thank You Jesus, for Your love, i love You, good night"